Frustrated

I did nothing wrong,but im always the one who face the pain alone =*( WHY?

Anyway,today i finally found someone important to me =) and im happy to have her in my bestie list..*you should knw who u are* hehee~=P Today Melay paper1 was like WHOA!cuz i dun even understand even one question from the test paper..so dead?D.maths Paper1 was quite tough,but i tried my best =D

Im now currently chatting wid few crazy frens ;D

Sharon:lorin soon y ur blog de pattern all de samiee one orhs
Me:wat pattern?
Me:o.O
Sharon:all is love de da dao li
Me:HAHAHAA..Stress ba =P
Teng:but hor..
Teng:true lorh..
Me:veey meaningful kan?=D
Teng:Not very la..meaningful only
Boo:I catch no balls?
Teng:catch yours
Sharon:Hahaa..
Boo:hahaha dun too "hard"
Boo:later pecah :P
Me:he got balls mea?xD jkayss
Teng:I CALL YOU TO CATCH
Teng:NOT ME
Teng:WALAO
Sharon:he no balls den die lor
Me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Boo:HAHAHA
Teng:DON'T MISUNDERSTAND


HAHAHAHAHA!LMAO ;D
Mr.Boo tot ppl wanna catch his balls for him xD


Me:HAHAHAHAHAHAA
Me:You guys gona love my new post in my blog =D
Teng:Post already?
Sharon:wat u write?
Sharon:abt who?
Me:MUahahaa
Me:later u guys see lar
Sharon:TELLL FIRSTT
Sharon:beta dun POST TAT PIC LORIN SOON I KILL U N HATE U FOR LIFE
Me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Teng:what picture? o.o
Me:Beg me 1st =PP
Sharon:YES I BEG UUUUUUU

MUAHAHAA~she reli beg me =D now u knw how powerful am i?Jk xD Dun so gan chong larr~I wont luan luan lai de..Hehee =P After chatting with them,i feel much more better =) not tat frust anymore..Thanks guys~<3


P/s:Sharon Ho~U owe me 100bucks dun forget to give me on monday =D if not....*evil smile*
Vivien Darling~i miss you x)

Something to share abt MEN =)

If a man wants you,nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve,
then heck no,you can't 'be friends'.A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along,then he probably is,
Don't stay because you think 'it will get better'..
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women..
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you,speak up..

Never let a man know everything.*He will use it against you later*
You cannot change a man's behavior.
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...
Even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man,nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you,he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...
Compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships..
There is nothing cute about baggage...
Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship!

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...
A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...
Look for someone complimentary,not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...
when a man always know where you are,and you're
always readily available to him - he takes it for granted..

Never move into his mother's house..
Never co-sign for a man..
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need..
Keep him in your radar but get to know others..


Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful..
You should know that:
You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you,
he'll miss out on a good thing.
If he was attracted to you in the 1st place,
just know that he's not the only one.

They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices.
Make the right one.
Ladies take care of your own hearts....
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...
You'll make someone smile,another rethink her choices,and another woman prepare..

Lorin.Baby#10

I stay in L.O.V.E...

I Stay In Love


Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I
Try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all

What I wanna do is
Ride shot-gun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
....................
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone


We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Loupooo,i needdd youu =*(

We make them cry who care for us,
We cry for those who never care for us,
And we care for those who will never cry for us.

This is the truth of life,its strange but true.
Once you realise this,its never too late to change.

BabyLorin//#10❤

Sweet memories (:

At last,it still happen..Its a good thing we both know it =) Altho we had hard tym about some problems..But still,i never regret having u in my life..I'm sorry to let you go, sorry to set you free..But we both wanted it ;) but still,we are special friend *you sud knw wat i mean* ;P Tis is the best for us =) I know you are strong and I am strong too. We can both make it through these obstacles.I truly am sorry for letting you go but it's for the best and you know why.. =) I'm gonna miss the happy moments we both have together and keep deep inside my heart ;) im gonna miss youu ;D But its not the end..We still have something to do..*secret* And yes,tis is for you =)

BabyLorin hearts #10❤

Once Again...

Once i step into the class this morning,all i can hear from my friends is :

1. Wahhhh~what happen to you oh?
2. Walao~you din sleep last nite?
3. U cried har?
4. What happen to ur eyes oh?
5. How come ur eyes so weird one?
6. omgg!ur eyes swollen huh?
7. you ok mar?
8. What happened?
9. Bla bla bla bla blaa....
10. And i just replied *NOTHING*~!

OBVIOUSLY i dont wan to let everyone know and ask about it..cuz i dun wanna remember..................................!

So stop asking..im okayy alrite?(: *im stronggggg* not

Exam is just around the corner =( and i haven even started study yet..Too many things bothering me rite now..Asigments,Homeworks and etc..

Everything is so UNFAIR!How come i need to face something like tis?*darn it* but still,tis is life..I still need to face it no matter how hard it is and altho its killing me =*(

As usual,today kena complain by mdm Lai about my hair agen :( asked me to dye my hair back into black..*as if i care* its only a lil highlight ba =P

3rd September2008(wednesday)-Melay oral exam! *nervous* =S
16th September2008(Tuesday)-English oral exam..

Wish me luckkk ;)

Anyway,im gonna stop here..Have a nice day (:

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it cause i might do something crazy like believe it...

Lorin.Baby#10//Be mine ❤

Tagged (:

I was tagged by Loupoo <33 ; But very lazyy to postt xD so since im free nw,so yeahh (;

Rules stated :

* State 15 weird things / habits / little facts about yourself.

* The 10 people I tag are to then follow my footsteps and write down their own 15 of these.

* Lastly , no TAGS back.

Lorin :)

1) When im hyper,i can laugh very loud..even in public ;D

2) I'm always self-conscious~I wont go out with my nerdy spec or if my hair is really in mess ;S

3) I love to play with my hair during class time..(search for split end) hehee =P

4) I LOVE PINK! (:

5) I'm good in pretend?but inside,im dyingg =(

6) I'm very bad in organising my stuff,tats why my room is always in a mess xP

7) Ada Bad temper.. i get pissed off very easily?Try me (:

8) I couldnt sleep without my PinPin and Ah kiuu xD

9) I can't cook =x but simple simple one ofcoz can lar ;D

10) I always sleep with a little lights on cuz im afraid of dark ..

11) Before i go out,i always wash my fringe (just my fringe) and its a MUST! =)

12) I can be very moody if *niie* ignore or mad at me..

13) I can sit in front of the comp for the whole day =D

14) I HATE ppl judge me when they din even knw me well! :(

15) Love Gossip with my girls =D

Now,the people i tag are :

1)Niie

2)Lisa

3)Summer Bei

Thats all for now =)

Lorin hearts Niie always&Forever (;

Stinky&Niie's Day x)

Happy 2months anniversary Niie <3
I'm really happy to have you in my life.
Life is just so happy with you around me.. Words just can't explain how much i adore you.. where ever i go, what ever i do, I will always carry a part of you inside my little heart..

Although sometimes you are very naughty and bad
You will always be the little boy that I adore..
Treat me better and I will treat you right.
No matter what happen I will always be by your side.

I believe there will be many 2 months left in us..
Believe in us and we will be great together.
I love you niie =)

BabyStinky.Hearts10

3 in 1 =D

o8.o8.o8
Went out wid my girls but *he* didnt make out to join us =( but nvm,we still enjoyed alot..heheee~in the morning,Me&Bei met up in kb town den straight go CHms to see singing performance =) Then,lei,zhen and emily met us in CHMS..When we arrived chms,we think tat the performance was boring so we decided to go marilyn to have our breakfast ^^

When arrived marilyn,the 4 of us ordered milk shake,except emily..Lei was so excited when she saw the *tiny umbrella* on the others drinks xD we others was like WTH?how come so excited when saw those tiny umbrella?原来at the back got stories de =D hahaa..she request the waitress to put one tiny umbrella for each of us..Cute la her xD Hahaa..

After tat,we fai fai head bak to CCHMS cuz we dun wanna miss the nice nice show by our skul..haha~we shout alot when we saw our skul performing on the stage!LOL~Then we went bak to kb town after the show..1st we went to *Alice&Micheal* cuz Bei wanna change her belly ring =S her belly was RED and abit swollen..kasian her =*( AFter choosing her ring,here starts the scary part ><" I will never forget how bei's face looked like when the girl helped her to change her belly ring..All i can saw from her face is PAIN&SUFFERING!So I lend bei my hand,so she could hold my hand tight tight when she feel reli pain x)

While changing,guess wat happen?HER BELLY BLEED!!!I was like OMFG!i dun even dare to look at her belly anymore xS the girl who helps her change also scared dao~xD haha..But luckily,Zhen the hero helped bei to changed the ring successfully =D hehee..Gona post some pics =)

*The tiny Umbrella* x)

Milk Shake <3

Zhenn~ Bei <3

Seee~scary rite?xS After suffering....

TADA!nice nice belly ring =)

o9.o8.o8
After skul,Bei&SH followed my car back to my hse..cuz we goin to Kb town agen =D tis tym,is me and SH turn to change out belly ring..*OMG~Scared* T.T We arrived at Alice&Micheal around 3 in the afternoon =) SH's belly was reli terrible among the 2 of us..her belly *出Nong* till very scary ah xS luckily nth happen to my belly =D hehee~altho her belly so terrible,but she's so brave!and she din feel any pain timm xD it takes almost 2 hr to change SH's belly ring =='' wait there for so longg..


During my turn..i was like so FREAKING SCARED!I scared tat my belly might bleed like bei's or even 出Nong and also scared Pain =*( while changing,the process was reli suffering and PAIN!While half way changing,guess wat happen?i nearly faint!and i dunno why xS i was so dizzy in a sudden and i VOMITT! Tis is bcs i din even eat anything before changing the ringg..hehee~the girl alrdy asked us to eat before we come..but i din listened..TAts why =) Everyone was so scared tat i reli gona faint xD


The girl use almost 2 hour to help me change my belly ring..reli thanks to her =) at last,got my nice nice belly ring liao luu =D heee~



1o.o8.o8
Happy happy day ,cuz i finally met My Niie..Heeee~x) Just to meet me,niie walk frm his hse to my hse =*(and even need to walk bak lagii~reli touched!Thanks niie =) *chimchim* We stayed at wywy for tea andJiejie was there to accompany me too =) After tea,we went to *wisma* to buy sumthingg~Niie bought me my fav and yet so common 100plus for me =)


After tat,jiejie was reli tired,so we decided to go bak home..and niie stay at my hse for a lil while x) We continue chit chat..hehee~Niie say got surprise for me tml,and im reli curious wat gift he gona givce me =D cant waitt!

Stinky❤ Niie

Ignore the scary leg =D

Anyway,i gonna stop here..Tired jor~x) Byeee <3

BabyLorin.Hearts10❤

My very first blog//Betrayer =D

Heee~my very 1st blogg =) Something reli lui happen todayy!Today assembly was hosted by Form5 art&sci..Its our last hold assembly =( how saddd~Anyway,for today assembly there's suppose to have a modern dance..BUT with some silly reason,the dance is cancel..Reli pity the dancer larr~they practice til so *xin ku* but den din perform at the end =/ Both Form5art&sci had prepare some presentation of olympics sport games and sang de theme song of olympic "we are ready" =)

Here comes the Lui thingg..Me,Jess&Zhen was hanging around the back stage during the assembly,while waiting them to perform..suddenly,Jess asked why dun we join the singing too..since everyone can join and its our last hold assembly..So i ma join lorr..We 3 say hao liao one,say we 3 join to sing also..BUT THEN arhhh,they both BETRAY me! =( They din go out singg!and i din even notice they din follow me go out to the stage ><" cuz i was walking in the front~make me sing alone without them!!Gik daoo!They both stand inside the stage there keep laughing at me timm =.='' but ofcoz im not scared,cuz still got others accompany me on the stage..BUt still very luii larr~hahahaa..

My belly still swollen and itchyy =*( but still worth for it lar =D atleast i get a nice nice belly piercingg xD hehee..Get tis belly piercing wid Bei&SH =) it was a very sudden dicision too =D even me myself also cant believe i had a belly piercing x) *hiakhiak* Tml no friday class!*syiokkkk* xD But still gonna wakey early..Tml wanna go niie's skul to see some singing competition =) heard tat our skul got perform worr~how can dun go support?hor?=P cant wait for tml hang out wid my girls&Himm <3

Anyway,Gonna stop here..Missing him so much =*( dunno where he drop to..HAve a nice day peeps =D huggies~

BabyLorin.Hearts#10❤